Antisocial

      Summer is in full force, as people are going out and having a fun time, I'm here...in my cute little home watching House on Netflix. Even worse, as one of my friends tried talking me into going to the mall with her, I rejected her plans to stay home. It was blunt, none of the "I have other plans." or "I can't right now, I'm busy." Just full on, bitch I wanna stay home. 

      After a tub of ice cream down, and a bag of popcorn later, I thought to myself, am I really a lame person. I mean, I do like some alone time with Netflix. But equally I also like some BFF time and bonding over food. (I also would like some boyfriend time, but that's on hold right now since I don't have one yet, and Grindr is not working liked planned.) 

      But in all honesty, does being a person that likes to stay in all day make me lame. I feel like all I need on some occasions are just the basics for survial, food, water, Netflix, wifi, my phone, a good sweater, and the blanket. That's it. Done, all the requirements I need to make my life better. Plus I forgot to mention Instagram, but that's in the list too. 

      However, when checking snapchat, I see everyone going out on fun road trips, job working, and having a good social life. And I'm just in bed chilling. I feel like I should be sad, or even mad at myself that I'm being antisocial. Or maybe I just like some me time. I don't know yet, what happens if I like me time too much, and I never leave the house again. Just kidding, that's me over thinking things again...or am I.